Should I Trust Him?

I have been married to my husband for 9 years. A month ago I sucked my husband’s dick it tasted as if he’d fucked someone else beforehand. He denied it but now I have a herpes infection and I believe it is from him. I can’t trust him any more. What do I do?

What are doing still sucking his dick after 9 years of marriage? I am sure he didn’t expect you to do it either. I can imagine it was a complete surprise for him too! I am sorry darling but what else did you expect? I have to put the blame all on you. You should behave like an adult and be responsible for your actions.

My mind, my body and my soul…